I Am Trying

 I Am Trying

Chasing perfection, with love as my guide. In motherhood's journey, where doubts often hide...

I am trying, don’t you see? I get up every morning even when it's a mental battle to put my feet into motion.

I am trying, don’t you see? I clean up after us, not all times but I do and I wish you would notice.

I am trying, don’t you see? I’m trying to understand the role of a mother but no manual was given at birth.

I am trying, don’t you see? I try even when the reflection looking back at me is unrecognizable

    That child is my world and I will forever put her first. You question my ability to provide for my daughter, my brain already does that for you, but watch me rise above, proving my love, in everything I do.

    My daughter is my everything, my breath each day. She brings light to my life in a magical way. In ways she’ll never know. She rescued me. Her love, her laughter, sets my spirit free. She’s my reason, my hope, my endless delight.

     My daughter, my angel, my guiding light. I’ll forever try my hardest each day whether that means a messy house or the laundry needs folding. It can wait. That little girl won’t stay little for much longer. So tell me why don’t you see me?

In the whirlwind of daily struggles, it's easy to feel unnoticed and unappreciated. The weight of motherhood is immense, and the challenges can sometimes be overwhelming. But amidst the chaos, there are moments of pure joy and love that remind us why we strive so hard. It's crucial to remember that the journey of motherhood is not about perfection, but about love, resilience, and the willingness to grow. Every effort, every tear, every smile contributes to the beautiful tapestry of life with your child. While the laundry can wait and the house can be messy, these fleeting moments with your little one are priceless.

So, take a moment to pause and breathe. Appreciate the small victories, the laughter, and the love. Know that you are seen, you are valued, and your efforts are making a profound impact. Embrace the journey, cherish the memories, and continue to rise above, for both yourself and your child.

If you're struggling with mental health or feeling down, please don't hesitate to reach out to me. I may not be a licensed therapist, but I genuinely want to help. Remember, no one deserves to feel alone, unseen, or unappreciated!

With Love And Coffee, Jenissa Tolliver